You can be one hundred and two and still long for a mother.
Always a child
A moonless night, no hope in sight, your eyes open, half aware, drifting on a nightmare. Then, a light, tender touch a whisper, "Hold fast to me and all fear will flee, the sun will rise--close your eyes." Morning sounds from down the hall, the coffee's hiss-- this becomes clear: here and now (tomorrow too), you are loved, are hugged by your unseen Maker, who uses others (like good mothers) to offer comfort--real, and deep-- when you weep. You can be tough and proud and scoff at me out loud, but you still need a Mom-- her calm, a balm. So just for today, let me speak in her place a grace: Look in my eyes, and believe, when you search for love, your heavenly parent (to whom you're transparent) is already reaching, already there-- he sees, he cares, he dares to offer not only forgiveness, but you brand new, with every sunrise. And surprise! If you listen, he'll sing you a song with your name enclosed-- the name he knows, and you will, in time, discover it rhymes and chimes (in relief) with the steady heartbeat of a mother.
A mother like no other
“Can a woman forget her nursing child, or show no compassion for the child of her womb? Even these may forget, yet I will not forget you. See, I have inscribed you on the palms of my hands…” Isaiah 49:15-16
Lovely, Janet. You are a true poet. It brought home to me God’s love and our own Mom.
Happy mother's day!